Getting My Teach On
I've long been frustrated by my some of my classmates inconsistent behavior, in particular Beard. When he comes from Judo directly to our class I would qualify his attitude as "frisky". I mean that he comes across as intentionally cruel, but over the years I've realized he's just pumped. This is validated by his regular days where he is caring, conscientious, and an excellent partner in the learning process. Honestly there are these moments when he teaches me something very specific and granular and the simpatico that results feels tangible.
That being said, when I'm looking for excuses not to go to class he usually appears in my mind. I have to psych myself up to deal with him which makes me tense and reduces the pleasure of learning and exercising.
For whatever reason, that concern or fear left me last night a few hours before class. I realized my attitude towards him and my desire to skip class on occasion was incredibly small in the greater scheme o…
That being said, when I'm looking for excuses not to go to class he usually appears in my mind. I have to psych myself up to deal with him which makes me tense and reduces the pleasure of learning and exercising.
For whatever reason, that concern or fear left me last night a few hours before class. I realized my attitude towards him and my desire to skip class on occasion was incredibly small in the greater scheme o…